I hurt myself today,
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain, the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole, the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away, but I remember everything
what have I become? my sweetest friend
everyone I know goes away in the end
you could have it all, my empire of dirt
I will let you down, I will make you hurt
I wear my crown of thorns
on my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts, I cannot repair
beneath the stain of time
the feeling disappears
you are someone else, I am still right here
what have I become? my sweetest friend
everyone I know goes away in the end
you could have it all my empire of dirt
I will let you down I will make you hurt
If I could start again, a million miles away
I would keep myself, I would find a way!!!